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Obesity in the Ummah The Struggle For Wasat – MuslimMatters

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Like many people in my mid-20s, I approached my parents about getting married and initially chose to use a more traditional route. That is to say, creating a resume or biodata and sending it to matchmaker aunties. I wanted this approach because I wanted to be able to balance my American, Desi, and Muslim identities. I wanted things to be done in a halal way with my parents knowledge. However, over the past 2 years, my experience with the process has left me jaded.

Before I continue, I want to preface with two things. The first is that my parents are wonderful. Weve butted heads, but I recognize that they are doing what they think is best, via a method that theyre used to. Providing critical feedback of the method should not be taken as critical to my parents.

The second is that while I have critical feedback, I am not intending to discredit the entire process. Meeting people through family is hardly a bad thing, and maybe what some people need. It is very possible that I will still end up using this process. That said, there are changes that need to be made, especially in the modern world. I want to make sure that my younger brothers and sisters can get an idea of what the process is, and what theyre in store for.

The biodatas that we send and receive are inherently superficial. They are, in total, the persons education/career, info on their parents and extended family, and pictures. Theres nothing written about the persons personality barring, perhaps, a few sentences about their interests. This doesnt provide any real depth of information about the other person at all.

Then there is the emphasis that is placed on the pictures. It is important to acknowledge that physical attraction plays a role in all of this. I think one of my early mistakes was that I was trying to pretend it didnt matter at all, and thats not reasonable for a marriage. The problem, however, is that given the lack of personal detail in the written part of the bio-data, we are left with the photo being the most personal piece of information presented. Unless you really care about where a persons grandfather went to University in the 1940s, that photo ends up being the most important thing youre making your choice on.

Like Tinder, but safer, a friend said to me, as I explained how these situations played out. Thats not far off from how the experience played out for me. Were not given much time to make a decision on the bio-data, so the result is the superficial, un-Islamic swipe based on attractiveness alone.

How many times have I heard, Oh, shes too fat, or Oh, shes too short, or Too tall, or Shes pretty dark isnt she? Bengali speakers will recognize the word moyla, [dirty] used to describe women who are slightly darker, which is terribly problematic.

Its not just that women are being chosen based on their looks alone, but on top of that, theyre being held to Eurocentric notions of what is deemed attractive. Were all being held hostage to a standard designed by and for an entirely different race of people, and I have been told that it would be weird for me to be attracted to a darker-skinned woman because in the minds of many, dark skin is undesirable.

The superficiality is worse for women, but even as a guy I felt it. Im fine with how I look, but you can only hear, Oh, your face looks weird in that picture, or, Hes not tall enough, so many times before it starts to mess with you. Men face another superficial judgment as well: the problem with men being reduced to their ability as moneymakers. Im a graduate student and there are people in my class who have a spouse and children and are making it by just fine on the stipend we receive. But, inevitably, it will come up that Im not making tons of money, so how can I support a family? While recognizing that men do have an Islamic responsibility to financially support their families, it troubles me that the process boils men down to one thing and one thing only money, and not just having enough of it, but lots of it.

Im relatively young, 27 in May, and so when I started this process two years ago, I told my parents that I was willing to go +/- 3 years, just because I thought that would be a good range to encompass people Id have some similarities with. However my prospect of an older wife even a day older was rejected with quite some vigor. Ive been disqualified from matching with some women because they were born just a couple of months before I was.

The majority of the biodatas sent to me are of women still in college, between the ages of 19 and 22. It doesnt matter when I say thats too young, or how that I feel like Id be taking advantage of someone who hasnt fully grown up yet. I get told that Im wrong.

Do you know how many random aunties and uncles have told me that a 7-8 year age gap is necessary to make a marriage work because otherwise, the women will demand too much? Its shocking that Im being told specifically that I need a wife young enough to be manipulated and shaped to my desires. When I push back on this, Im, again, told that Im weird.

Im being constantly told to reconsider my age preferences as if wanting to marry a woman in her mid-20s is a weird thing to do when I myself am in my mid-20s. The sheer number of times I face this makes me think its an inherent flaw in how our cultures think, and not something unique to my situation. This is to say nothing of the fact that people will, to our face, tell me (26) that Im too young for marriage, but my sister (25) is rapidly passing her expiration date.

As a Bengali man, I have no problem marrying a woman of Bengali descent, but its annoying that even in 2020, its seen as a taboo to marry outside of your race in Desi culture. I personally have had it conceded to me, that if I choose an Indian or Pakistani woman on my own, that might be ok, but nothing else. Not an Arab. Certainly not someone with (black) African descent. And a white/Hispanic/black convert would cause a genuine scandal.

And even this concession is not universal, as there are many Bengali parents I know who will not let their child marry anyone outside of their own culture. Even when people have pushed through it and married outside of their ethnic backgrounds, there is still gossip and concern as to how the parents could let this happen.

Going into this I thought, Well, all I have to do is show a few videos from Imams talking about how inter-racial marriages shouldnt be taboo for Muslims, but it doesnt matter how many of these clips I show, it falls on deaf ears.

I understand the concern of losing culture and heritage to life in the West, I get it. But if I want to teach my kids about their Bengali roots I can do that with a wife of any background, and if I dont want to teach them, having a Bengali wife isnt going to make me any more likely to do so.

Ultimately, the feeling I get is that the older generation wants in-laws who they can go and have chai and gossip with, to do traditional things they saw their parents do with their in-laws. And again, while I empathize with the desire to do something familiar, this seems like an unhealthy reason to dictate why your children cant marry someone from another race or culture.

I understand that families need to mesh and that it makes things easier if there are similarities that exist. However, in what world am I reading a biodata and seeing what a womans uncle does for a living, and then deciding that shes marriage material?

It doesnt work for me that way, but it works on the minds of the older generation, and there are even ways of working the class distinction to your advantage. Uncles in the community have actually told me that marrying into a lower class may be good if you want someone to be subservient to you because theyre thankful you brought them to your status. But theyve also told me that marrying a higher-class woman isnt bad either, because a rich father-in-law could have its perks. Caveat- beware of them being snobby with you, since you may be expected to be thankful, subservient one instead.

I cant even wrap my head around what people are talking about here, but its yet another factor that I end up having to deal with during this process.

I want a wife who cares about the deen and prays 5 times a day, and I want this not to be a controversial take.

I have been told thats unrealistic. Literally a couple of weeks ago, an auntie told my sister that modern women do not pray regularly and so I should not expect that in a future wife. She said this, of course, to my sister who is both a modern woman and someone who prays five times a day without fail.

Its crazy to be told that Im being too picky because I want a wife who already has her religious-ness established. I have been told, by both aunties and uncles, that its better for me to marry a wife who isnt too religious yet so that I can shape her deen. This isnt about mutual growth in faith as you may hope for in a marriage. This is about controlling women with religion by only teaching her what I want to teach her. When older women tell you this, it raises so many concerns about what theyve been through and what they want future generations of women to go through.

When I tell people I want a religious wife, they seem to translate that as subservient to me, not Allah. And that scares me. I dont mean to fetishize anybody, but I want a wife whose religion drives to be bold, to stand up for whats right, to be outspoken. I want to partner with someone whose religiosity pushes me to be a better version of myself, not to do what shes told.

I dont think its unreasonable for me, as someone who has lived their entire life in the US, to think that Ill mesh much better with someone with a similar background. This isnt universal, some people will genuinely get along better with people from back home, and thats fine, but this needs to be a personal choice.

Yet, I keep getting told that it would be better for me to marry from back home. I have been told, straight up, if you bring a wife over here, shell be more indebted, to me because I brought her to America. Setting aside that I dont want to marry someone who just wants to marry me for a Green Card, why would I want to marry someone who feels like they owe me?

I fail to see how marrying from back home is an issue of compatibility in this case, it feels way more like an issue of subservience.

You can see here that the concern isnt about finding a spouse who matches with my personality, its about finding someone wholl come and cook and clean and bear children for me without speaking up about it because they feel like they owe me. Which segues to

I want to preface this section by saying that this is one topic where my parents havent, at all, been the source of my concerns, but rather, this something that comes up when talking to certain members of the community.

For men, there is an emphasis on making money to provide for a family, and for women, raising children and taking care of the home. Theres no problem with this model, but it is not the only model. Its a valid option, but I am being told its my only choice.

In the eyes of many, the preference is to pick a homemaker. This seems at odds with the desire to select a woman with a good education, making it seem that Im then not expected to let her utilize that education professionally. After all, it could be embarrassing for me if my wife makes more than me, and I have been told to be careful, because a wife who makes too much money could be too independent.

I must also be careful to stay in my exclusive role as a moneymaker too, and not try to go beyond that. I had pictures with my nephews in biodata because they mean the world to me. I was told to take them out because somehow a man taking care of children is deemedbad?. I also like cooking. I once said this to an auntie and I remember her saying, Why do you like doing girls stuff?

Quite bluntly, I dont want a wife who will only cook and clean and raise children for me. I want someone I can share those duties with because theyre my equal partner, an idea that, to me, keeps getting glossed over in this process. Every couple deserves the opportunity to figure their marriage out for themselves.

There are limits to what we can(t) do as Muslims. I understand that we shouldnt have 3 year-long courtships or live together before getting married, and I am not advocating that. But we should be allowed some time to make such an important decision. Ive been shown bio-datas and have been expected to come back with an answer in two days just two days about whether the information on this piece of paper is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Please, can we have a few months? Can we talk, and try to make sure that this is the decision we want to make (chaperoned)? When reviewing potential spouses, try to make sure everyone is one the same page about how much time you give to each other in order to avoid heartbreak and confusion.

My parents and I have a pretty good relationship. Its relatively open and comfortable, but its still a Desi parent-child dynamic. Expressing a dissenting opinion is disrespectful, which means it can be harder to speak up without fear of disappointing them.

Plus, my parents and I never openly spoke about sex or physical attraction, at least not in-depth. To go from that to suddenly having to talk to your parents about the physical aspects that youre looking for in a wife is awkward, and it can lead to miscommunication.

Its a culture clash on top of a generational one. I have a hard time articulating what I want to my parents, and its not easy to figure out. If you know this before starting the process, you can make an effort to speak as openly about things as you can. You can even recruit an older cousin or friend, or an Imam you trust to help you. Dont do what I did and go by yourself, have people to support you to make sure you and your parents are communicating well.

Its not reasonable to expect that youll get everything you want in a spouse. There will be compromises that are made, whether they be with yourself or with what your parents want. But dont sacrifice on the points most important to you. Determine those, know what your must-haves are, and negotiate on other things. Make sure your potential spouse is on board. It can be awkward, especially with how many of us were raised, but talk to your potential spouse about these important things.

While this was a reflection of my own experience, I place emphasis on the aspects I feel are more universal. Speaking to other Desi Muslims in my age bracket, it certainly does seem that my concerns are relatively common. Obviously, there are individual factors that are at play, but these were things that came up regularly when speaking to elders in the community.

I also, again, want to stress that this isnt an attack on my parents. While I have a level of frustration with how this situation has played out, I recognize that this is what theyre used to. And to their credit, they have made some concessions. Furthermore, its not just parents who are playing a role in this. The (often unwarranted) voices of certain elders are given undue emphasis, and that, I think has complicated the situation even further.

Ultimately, Im not telling people that they shouldnt consider arrangements or biodata, but if you do, then you must openly discuss this with your parents. Make sure they know what you want, and stand firm if its something important, even if it complicates things. It may put a strain on your relationship with your parents, but its better to open about things now than to have anger and resentment towards them for years later.

Ill end with a specific piece of advice to the brothers: You have a duty to learn about why these issues are red flags and to push back on them yourselves. Women can be labelled as too rebellious if they push back themselves, and we need to be aware of this. Speak up for your (biological) sisters, family members, and friends when you notice their discomfort. Make sure you establish with your potential spouse that she is actually on board with the process, not just going along with it because she feels that she needs to. It might be awkward, but its important to establish a clear line of communication with someone even before you get married.

May Allah bless us all with happy, healthy, and fruitful marriages. Ameen

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